I would tell you why I haven't posted in a long time, but that just isn't the point today. The point is, I've been angry lately, like the most angry bitch ever. Of course I don't bust all my anger out at once, that would only bring forth another world war, but you know what I do...hold it in. This used to be a task that I conquered with no problems, but it's slowly wearing me down. I think the crazier part is how I have been having the time of my life and so many great opportunities given to me lately, so I shouldn't be angry at all, but I am.
I've come to the conclusion that I am angry because I am a semi-perfectionist.
I want everything to be perfect, but I'll half ass my way to it.
But if I'm going to be perfect, I want everything and everyone around me to be perfect as well.
And life just doesn't work out that way.
I think what makes me most angry is the fact that I can't control a good portion of what is wrong in my life. And trust me I have already gotten a grip on the other situations and happenings.
So I guess you're wondering what I am going to do about all of my anger. Well, I am honestly working on it.
XX STAY SASSY
I've come to the conclusion that I am angry because I am a semi-perfectionist.
I want everything to be perfect, but I'll half ass my way to it.
But if I'm going to be perfect, I want everything and everyone around me to be perfect as well.
And life just doesn't work out that way.
I think what makes me most angry is the fact that I can't control a good portion of what is wrong in my life. And trust me I have already gotten a grip on the other situations and happenings.
So I guess you're wondering what I am going to do about all of my anger. Well, I am honestly working on it.
XX STAY SASSY
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